I think I’ve already talked about this.

My tendency to doubt myself. And my exasperation with myself. And with my sometime thoughts that I am not good enough, beautiful enough to pursue my dream to become an actress.

For a split second, I contemplate giving up my dream. Because my “inner voice” works hard to convince me that it will never work out for me. So why waste my time?

But then something always happens. I see something, hear something, someone tells me, God tells me… Something happens to make me realize that my dream is worth having. That it is worth the fight. That I can be something. And it should be fun just to even try.

Something reminds me that I should not give up on my love.

This time, it was a video on YouTube. Of Hugh Jackman and Beyonce and a few others.

Nothing too special, but watching it reminded me that I would love to do what they are doing. Performing.

And whether or not I make it to that level, performing in front of that many people, I know I’ll love it. And I will love the journey.

This “inner voice” needs to be silenced.

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